Low Blood Sugars

My blood sugars have been fairly high lately especially in the afternoon (the highest was 334 mg/dL), then yesterday when I changed my injection site, it was completely a purple circle with dry blood!!! arghhh...i think it has been bleeding for long and blocked my insulin flow...then since i changed it last night, my blood sugars have been crazily low...last night i was about to pass out i even had to suspend my insulin, man i was really sweating...i stopped the insulin and just kept eating...it was my first time to have low blood sugar that severe, it took me a while to feel better...then after i felt good, i resume my insulin and gave myself a little bit insulin to cover the food i ate...the next morning it was still 72 mg/dL...this afternoon before eating was 87 mg/dL and evening before eating was 73 mg/dL wowwwww i think this is the lowest blood sugar i've ever had in my life!!! i don't know what's going on in my body pheewww i am just amazed of how my life is so full of ups and downs...rock & roll baby ^__^

Learn to Laugh =D

I am learning something new at my work. My friend Alisa is the girl who is in charge of doing preparation for the cooks at perkins. So she chops fruits and vegetables, baking turkey/meatloaf, etc. Whenever she did something wrong, first thing that she did was laughing. That is the complete opposite of me. I always have panic attack when I did something wrong. She is so funny, she just said "oopsie hahahahhaahaaaaha", she laughed out loud. And it made me laughin too. So now whenever bad things happen or whenever I do something wrong, I try to laugh...I think it actually brings up my mood to try fixin the problem AND who knows it may make others laughin too hahahahahahahahaa =D

New York Baby!!!

I got accepted!!! YEYYY =D I just got accepted by the Culinary Institute of America with one condition though: complete 6 months work experience in food service...so i have to work until feb at least but that's okay i love my job =P o and i got scholarship too but now i am applying for other scholarships hoping that my tuition fee will be a lot less...it is expensive but i think it will be worth it...i want to learn speaking French over there and i really hope i can do an externship in Paris hahahahhaa am i dreaming too much? i just think that food tastes better in french =P and plus since i was a kid i have always wanted to travel around the world and i really love europe...i think it's very romantic i said to my mom if i get married, i don't want a party or anything, i just want honeymoon in europe hihihiihihihi it's okay to dream big rite? anyway let's see where the wind takes me

One Fine Day

so today is my birthday...it turned out to be uhmm not as bad as i thought it would be...actually it is one fine day =) one of my best friends even post a happy birthday for me on her blog, thanks a lot debbie!!! =D anyway i ate a lot of sweet stuff today okay woke up in the morning i ate some pirouline (semprong) man i cannot stop eating that thing it is sooo good...then me and my family went to Dublin Bay for lunch (it's an irish restaurant) and we ate Bailey's pie for dessert hohohoo it was really goooooood i think it becomes my favorite ice cream now (maybe a tie with pistachio almond) gosh then my mom and sister bought me chocolate ice cream cake..i am not sure if i can even eat it now cause i am so full...and feeling guilty too hahahhahahaa =P but i went to the gymn to run though, hopefully i shook off some of that sugars =P finally i could make it to 30 minutes again yippie!!! i love running, it makes me feel like flying =) anyway i want to thank all of you who have made my day so special...peace out ^^v