what do you do when you are so broken hearted? i bake all the time, i run, i join belly dancing class, hip hop dancing class, t-shirt, ring, and cake decorating class...i mean i cannot get myself anymore busier, i am so tired mentally and physically but i still can't sleep...last night i did not sleep at all, this morning i burnt a pan of muffins what a great day...i know i have to be strong but man i feel like i truly hit the bottom of my life right now and it is so hard to get up, i really need a break gosh i wish i can have a break...i feel like a complete failure, feel like i am just a joke...i try so hard not crying, it gives me bad headache now...everything is so messed up, i wish i can just die