Surviving

As much as I tried to think that everything was getting better, it has not. It just comes and go. One day I would be fine; the next day would be the opposite. I have been having problems with eating and sleeping; two things I could never imagine to have trouble with. My body just keep shrinking; I weigh 102 lbs now. My legs have been improving but not recovered completely yet. My doctor has prescribed me with acid reducer, anti-depressant, and sleeping pills. It has been helping a little bit but I got headaches as its side effect. I am also constipated, too. My bowel movement has been once in 3-5 days. Anyway, although I am really getting tired of these, I am surviving. I am grateful that I am willing to take care of myself right now. It's all that matters for me right now.